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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Currently Listening
I Write Sins Not Tragedies
By Panic at the Disco
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I'm not feeling so well && I have a headache. :(


Saturday, April 08, 2006

Currently Listening
Devils
By 69 Eyes
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- Devils

You're confusing me with your question. But I guess I'm okay...

Ah, sorry... I'unno. Somethings been on my mind.

Want to talk about it? I shall listen...er, read what you have to say.

Dunno how to say it.

Well, put it into one or two sentences using words that best describe how you are feelin'. I am here to help.

Confused.

Ok, let's try more detail this time. Confused about what? And don't say life or love... be more specific. What's the real issue here?

Do I love or lust? Did Sarah give me a want of flesh or compassion? Did I always care for you like this, or is it hurt? That is it?

All i can say is that either you're lonely or maybe by chance you're feelings are true, but I can't tell you how to feel. That is something you must look deep inside yourself for.

(Interesting, huh? Mind you, this was a text message conversation I was having at 1 AM.)

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Imagine; as I'm pacing in a church corridor and I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words. "What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter. "Yes, but what a shame the poor grooms bride is a whore."

Oh dear, her infidelity just spilled all over the floor. Can somebody help her?

and I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. In fact I'll look at it this way, I mean techinically the marriage is saved. This calls for a toast, pour the champagne.

 


Monday, April 03, 2006

Currently Listening
Greatest Love Songs 666
By Him
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- For you (Intro)


the hours after you are gone are so leaden they will always start dragging too soon the grapples clawing blindly the bed of want bringing up the bones the old loves sockets filled once with eyes like yours all always is it better too soon than never the black want splashing their faces saying again nine days never floated the loved nor nine months nor nine lives

Where did...it all start?
Where...do angels...lose their way?
...Try to...remember...

It's been so long since I last saw you. They told me you changed. I didn't want it to be true.

xoxo